Tuesday, December 29, 2009

DRAWINGS!!! :)

A LOOOOONG time ago (see here) I posted my drawings...and now since for Christmas, I got a camera (yes, that was the thing on that one post. Kudos to you if you figured it out. ;) I'll be posting pictures of them. Sadly though, I've been so busy, I don't have any recent ones. So they're all fairly...old. ^^
(click on them to see them larger. :)
This was SUPER fun to draw. ;)

Characters from two different stories that I'm writing/wrote. First, Loner from Remix, then Alehska from Bender. (both as children then as teens/young adults ^^)

This was just an all around fun doodle...Sorry that the lighting is weird. Funky camera flash. :P



Two character doodles from Remix. Gairrais and Teo.

Another character from Remix. Tealnyr, Eirad's aunt. (i. e., an antagonist)

Another character from Remix. Eirad's cousin (and Ronan's sister) Edana.

I love eyes, and its rare that I draw one this pretty...^^

Do you ever have moments where you just start doodling randomly and then when you look down at what you've drawn, you're like, "What? Uh...okay..." This was one of those moments.
I do like the doodle though. ^^

*sighs* Another pretty eye...:)

A female of nobility. I LOVE the green color on her dress...ah...so pretty. I want a dress that color now. ;)

Another woman of nobility. I love the shadows on her face and collarbone.

A female profile, loosely based on my mom.


I just liked the eyes/nose together. ^^

AGH! Funky lighting. :P It's a guy, but the dumb flash ruined it...

 Manga guy. Inked. Slightly blurred. :P




I love this one...

...and this one. ^^

GAH! One of my favorite drawings of mine, and it's blurred. >.<


Based on a drawing in a manga book of mine. Inked and I inked it again with my colored-inks. So cool. But I got impatient...as you can tell by the splotches. >.>

A mermaid. :)

Super old drawing, based off of my profile. (and tweaked...as you can tell. *cough* ears *cough*)

A ring. Kinda LOTRish...kinda. ^.-

A page of random faces. I LOVE the bald dude and the gal who has her eyes scrunched up. And the gal on the far left (blond haired) is based off of Bekah, and the one below it is based off of me. Bekah's looks close to her, but mine...not so much. ^^

A pregnant woman. Drew it while my mom was pregnant with Sam, in honor of her. ;)

A page from my notebook. Random doodles on a character bio sheet for a gal called Prina...

More random faces. ^^

Drawn with pencil then done with calligraphy pens. ^^ heh, heh...I was bored. (if you look closely, you can see the pencil lines. I never erased them. ^_o)

A really rough drawing of a female face/side-profileish. I really like this one...not sure why. :/

A running gal...still in sketch format

Sketches of Sam (top. obviously ^^) and my mom. Done fairly quickly, as they both have a tendency to like to move. ._.

Random characters doodles from a story I was going to develop.

AWEL PRINCE THIS IS FOR YOU!!!
a drawing I promised Awel of herself. I didn't do the whole thing, but I like how it turned out. :)




The drawing itself was proportioned wrong, but I love the collarbone...even though it is slightly over exaggerated. ^^

An unfinished female face, done in pastels.


So there they are! (finally) What do you think? ^^


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Saturday, December 26, 2009

I love Winter...


Because of the harsh beauty

The freezing, yet beautiful, beautiful snow & ice


The contrasts between colors

And--oh, yeah, I love winter because of this, too.



All Photos Copyright 2009, Hannah Nicole
All Rights Reserved

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

The Long Awaited for Nanowrimo Post

Here you go. I've finally posted this. An excerpt from my Nanowrimo novel (and the synopsis).

Of course, I do want your honest opinion. Note the honest. If there's something you don't like, then tell me. We can only improve after correction, otherwise we could keep on doing the same thing, over and over again, never realizing it was wrong.

But remember, it's unedited right now. (And unfinished, I might add)


So here you go: (summary and then excerpt)

Eirad lives in a world where power has corrupted even the most pure of people. Those who have technology are the gifted ones...but those who know nature are even more so.

Rogue teams have joined up, all in hopes that they will be able to overthrow the one who caused all the pain that ravaged their world. Alliances are formed, trust is broken, and a betrayal nearly ruins all chance that they have.

In a place so broken and destroyed, is it possible for it to be started anew? Or will it crumble and die...broken with the evil that engulfs. The one way for it to be reborn is to be remixed; to be cleansed of as much damage as possible, in order for balance to once again be achieved.

The odds against them, the rogue teams become an army, and amasses enough men to carry through their plan; with the help of several Nature Singers, they stand a chance against the technology and frightening forces of the enemy.

But when Eirad doubts; when she begins to lose faith...that is the most crucial moment of all. And before she continues, she must be remixed. Or else all chance of fixing the world will be gone.

Forever.
Hannah Nicole, 2009



And an excerpt from Chapter Eight...



You are in danger. Eirad fingered the weathered paper she held in her hand. It was crumpled and dirty, but the ink was new.

Who could have sent such a thing? She wondered quietly, pocketing the note as she heard footsteps coming upstairs, silently praying that it was not Rormo who was coming to order her about.

The door swung open and Ronan swept in, his face red and his eyes flashing angrily.

“That—pig!” He spat out in rage. “That—vile—evil—son of a pig!”

Eirad sat calmly, used to Ronan’s tirade. She was not at all afraid of Rormo overhearing, for Ronan would never state such things when Rormo was near the house.

“What did he do now?” She sighed and braced herself for what he would say.

Ronan turned to her and grabbed her shoulders; she stiffened in his grasp as his fingers squeezed her.

“What—what is it?” Eirad gasped.

“You are in danger.” He only replied, and Eirad went cold as she recognized the same words from the scribbled note.

You are in danger.

“What makes you say that?” She asked, taking care to keep her voice calm.

“Because it’s true.” He answered, letting go of her and pacing her room.

She stifled a groan. “Ronan, just because you say it’s true—that does not make it mean that it’s. What proof do you have? What reason do you have for stating such a thing?”

“I overheard Rormo talking to someone about it. I was in town, and—lurking—in the shadows. I didn’t want Rormo to see me, for I was supposed to be at the shop.” He paused and shook his head angrily.

She nodded for him to go on.

“He was talking to someone about you, and I heard him say that, ‘I don’t like her, I don’t like the looks of her, I want her gone.’”

“Ronan, that could just be—he could be referring to—someone else, or—” Eirad could find no words. She put a hand to her head which came back strangely clammy; the room seemed to spin a bit and she reached out her hand to steady herself.

“Stop babbling, Eirad,” Ronan cried, stopping his pace mid-walk. “This is not something that I am making up! I heard Rormo say so—I heard it, Eirad.”

“I’m not babbling!” Eirad snapped angrily; glad that she could turn to an emotion other than fear. She waited for Ronan to respond but he was starting out the window, deep in though, his eyes burning. Finally, she spoke again, a slight tremor in her voice. “Are you—do you know for sure?”

He snapped his eyes from the window and turned his body to face hers. “Yes, I’m completely sure. I know not to whom he was talking to—and I am to much of a coward to stay and try to find out—but his meaning was clear. Too clear.”

“What are you going to do?” Eirad asked calmly. “We don’t know for sure that he means to kill me.”

“No, I know—I don’t know what to do. Perhaps,” He ran his hand through his hair tiredly, “perhaps we should just wait until something shifts—we’ll know something’s wrong. It will be—” He stopped abruptly and cocked his ear, and his face paled.

Eirad stilled and listened, her heart sinking as she heard heavy footsteps tromping up the stairs slowly, but purposefully.
Hannah Nicole, 2009


And from another part in the same chapter...later on...


Eirad was standing outside, facing away from the house and towards the trees—she was far from her home and any man-made structure; wanting a silent conclave with nature, to “hear” as Ebba would say.

The squish of footsteps in the warm mud snapped Eirad’s attention back to the conversation that she had had with Ebba.

Is Rormo acting already? Will he kill me now—will I die? She thought grimly. Her heart racing, she turned, bracing herself for the sight she thought to see—that of Rormo, leering wildly at her, ready to take her life.

Instead, Ronan’s face met hers—his jaw clenched and eyes smoldering.

“Oh.” She put her hand onto her heart. “Oh, it’s just—you.” She could not help but breathe out in relief, though she sought to disguise it by giving a cough afterwards.

“Ebba told me of how you must—” He clenched his jaw tighter and his hands curled at his side, “—she told me of how you must go.”

“Oh.” Eirad said flatly. “Yes. She spoke to me of it as well.”

“It’s not right—not right than Rormo should tyrannize over our home—you should not have to go.” He spat at the ground to the side of him and breathed out angrily.

“Ronan,” Eirad put her hand onto her cousin’s shoulder, “a great deal of things are not right in this world—this dying world of ours—but there is nothing that we can serve to do that would change them.”

“Yes, there are!” He cried fiercely. “You don’t have to go—we could threaten Rormo, expose him, we could—”

Eirad cupped his chin in her hands and pulled him sharply. “Ronan. Listen to me. There is nothing that we can do. I do not—I still do not fully understand the reasons as to why I have to leave, but my heart—” She paused and flushed a bit, “—my heart is telling me that it’s the right thing to do.”

“Why?” Ronan cried in a voice wrought with anguish. “You desire so greatly to leave? Why would this be the right thing?”

“Ronan, I already told you—I do not fully understand the reasons for this. But something tells me that this is right, and that it will lead to something—something that I cannot yet fathom.”

“You are beginning to sound like Ebba,” Ronan said bitterly, “with riddles lacing your tongue.”

“Why are you so angry about this?” Eirad snapped, her eyes burning, “there is nothing that we can do. I have to leave.”

“Because it isn’t right—it’s not right at all.” He growled and gave her a scowl.

“We’re talking in circles, Ronan.” Eirad said irritably.

Ronan stopped and stared at her, a faint smile touching his lips.

Eirad smiled back.

And it was in that moment that she knew she loved him.
Hannah Nicole, 2009


Ronan and Eirad are cousins, and Rormo is Ronan's stepfather. Ebba is the healer...and more than that. (not gonna say anything else on that right now though. ;) (As for the love between Ronan and Eirad, I'm using the fact that in olden times, cousins would marry cousins--families were intermingled. And so in my world, it "works" like that as well. Just so you don't go, "wait, cousins...in love? ew...weirdo." ;)

Comments? I'd love to be critiqued on it. Like I said, it's nice to know what you need to improve.

But if there's something you like about it, don't hesitate to tell me as well. :)

Everyone likes a good review. ;)
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Monday, December 14, 2009

About Me.

Do you ever have moments of prolific silence in which a passionate urge pushes your spirit, fueling you with a dizzying and breathtaking urge to create?

Have you ever danced in the rain till you came out sopping wet, your hair dripping down your back and your eyes closed as you twirled in breathless splendor?

Can you get lost within a piece of music as it pushes you, pulls you, prods you, breaks you, connects you, breathes within you, fills you--as it flows through you and you become part of it?

Are verses and quotes hung on your walls--covering the cream with a vast array of untapped knowledge and wisdom that you would only have to look deeper into to realize truth?

Do words speak to you--fuel you with a passion, a breathless amazement that makes you want to cry with the power they hold? Do the words call you, beckon you, and will you to create worlds with them?

Are your feelings expressed through a song that streams its way from your lips, filling the room and alighting upon your inner core, your inner thoughts, your inner you?

Does the click of a camera make you excited, as you wait to see what will come out--what you have captured--what moment is now forever suspended in time because of what you have done?

And can you make what is blank and nothing, become something?


Hello, and welcome to my world--my life--welcome to me. The reasons and explanations for the eight things listed above are below.


Prolific Silence

is something that I enjoy--quiet times of reflection in which I can study myself, and pray. I love when prayer becomes deeper, when I speak to God with no words, yet I feel a stronger connection than ever. When I can read a verse and find a hidden meaning in it, or delve deeper into the words, it makes me excited, and awestruck of God's glory--how He speaks to us through His Word. I love Jesus and I am not ashamed to say so--to proclaim it. He is my Savior, my Refuge, My Strength, and My Life. Without him, I would be nothing--with Him, I can be all that I was made to be.

Dancing

is one of my favorite pastimes (although, not my favorite). I have taken ballet for five years now, and just started pointe in summer 09. When a piece of music comes on the radio, or when my mom sits down to play piano, I usually start dancing. I love to dance and I do it often. Dancing is another way to express oneself through art, and it provides a thrilling and exhilarating experience.

Music, ah, Music

ties in very closely with what is listed above. I love to hear music beat in my soul, pound in my heart, reverberate in my spirit with its haunting and mystifying sounds. It speaks to a hidden reservoir in my soul--something with which I am close to being, yet not quite. I was not created to be a musician, yet I linger on the brink of it. Faintly close to going mad from listening to is ephemeral sounds as I am unable to follow the ever elusive path.

Hung upon my Walls

are verses from my ESV bible, and quotes that I found littered about online or in books. They pose delightful and refreshing and yet, at times, deep--which I love. The knowledge and wisdom hidden in them--the pure fantasies and poetry that they are bedecked with--the fun and laughter that they emanate--the thruth that is displayed in plain or poetic verse--that is why I love them.

Words Speak to me,

they call me and fill me with a passion to create with them. To create worlds, people, visions, hopes, dreams--lives. I love to write. What do I write? I write fantasy. The call of the unknown beckons to me; it whispers of untold legends and lore that have been hidden of old, or have vanished forever, which I can uncover--forever is not the same to a storyteller. I love to write fantasy. I love it, love it, love it. Writing fills me and makes me feel so alive, that I know that it is God given. Whether or not I end up writing for my life, or some other purpose fills me and drives me and becomes my career--which ever one, I still love writing. I don't know the future, but I can wait and see what God has in store for me. Besides fantasy, I write poetry at times, though its mainly freeverse. I just love writing--it makes me breathless thinking about it. ;)

My Feelings Stream from my lips.

I love singing (seems to be a lot of things that I love) and I sing regularly. I sing to the radio, a piano song, a tune that I made up, and just random garbled lyrics that bring my sister to tears with the hilarity of them. My voice breaks at an a, but I can always work to overcome that, right? Music, singing and dancing are all a large part of me--they are not, I believe, my main passions, yet I love them.

Click.

The sound fills my ears and I hastily look to what I have captured, what is forever suspended in time, what is now mine to treasure. Photography is a new medium in art for me, yet I'm beginning to love it. More than that, I love editing the photos I've taken, until they actually look good--till they actually look like a piece of art, and not a hastily snapped picture. (Graphic Design ties in with my artwork--I love it. :)

I Make Nothing into Something.

Woah, wait, what on earth do I mean? (this ties in with my writing as well). Think carefully, what is blank, yet can become filled? What is that which is nothing, and how can it become something? The answer, would be a pen or pencil. Yes. I love to draw. Drawing is in my roots (as is writing). My dad and grandpa both draw--my dad, for fun, and my grandpa for his living. Looking at their drawings (especially the latters) I am in awe of what I could learn to do, what I could learn to someday implement and create with my pencil. The sheer beauty of this world surrounds us--the sheer beauty of what God has given us is only waiting to be captured, whether it be by words or pictures or sounds, and I am here to do just that.


I am here to create.

I am an artist.

And I am here to live.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

PICTURES! (edited, I might add, by me. :)

This post is going to be completely of pictures. Bekah wanted me to show some of the ones that I had edited...so here they are. Opinions? All done with paint.net...sadly, I don't have my laptop yet. :| (all the pictures are my siblings...excepting the daisies one and the one of me looking out the monorail window. That one is several years old.)

Your opinions?

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Friday, September 25, 2009

MY NEW BROTHER IS HERE!!!

My mom went to the hospital this morning and my parents called a little bit ago to tell us that my mom gave birth to a seven pound, eight ounce, nineteen inch baby boy they named Samuel Josiah.

I'm still freaking out right now. Seriously. :)

Just wanted to let y'all know.

Wow...oldest of seven...


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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Most incredible quote I might have ever encountered

My mom stumbled upon this quote the other day, and I've decided to make it my motto. It is by far, one of the most incredible quotes that I have ever encountered.

Ready?

"Worry is temporary atheism."Steve Robinson


Isn't that, amazing? It's helped me so much in the past few days, because it's so true. When you're worrying, are you trusting God completely? I just love this quote and I really hope it will benefit someone else, besides me.

Man, I cannot get over it...it's that amazing. :D



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